for the past two or three months, i've been feeling so burnt out. i'm too young to feel this way and it sucks that i do.

i know that i'm burnt out because i always wake up as tired as i was when i fell asleep. i think i still have my eyebags from last april.

i used to be the kind of person who can hike for hours on end and at the end of the day, still have enough energy to run around. i think that's one of the reasons my boss hired me. he saw that in me during college, and now, i can't even see it in myself.

i've just had to deal with so much in the past couple of months and its even getting in the way of me pursuing my own dreams.

i hate it when i'm hating work cause i love what a do.

maybe after my field next week i'll actually get time to rest. and i mean really really rest. but then maybe that will come after a week more or even a month. more realistically, maybe it will never come.